Addiction to Things in a unhealthy way

This mind of mine has been dormant for some time lately.
Simply lack inspiration to spin some good literature out.
Therefore, rather than to make a great fool of myself, and write nonsense
It's better to lay down and play it cool.

Anyway, even in the midst of a self imposed retreat,
I still keep you folks in my mind. So whenever there are great things to share,
my inner soul stirs me to share it out.

Today's Topic.........Are you Addicited to Anything in your life?

Most of us have a certain amount of self indulgence in ourselves. Its a great feeling to have it,
cos more often than not, it actually mojos the endorphins in our body system, and jeeve them to
a beat that really makes us feel great joy and intense happiness.

But have you ever realised that in the midst of that great feeling of satisfaction,
there usually lurks a darker thing that never blogs inself across your mind.
And its usually hidden right deep within your sub consciousness.


ADDICTION is the word...
You cant be addicted to something you dun like
You cant be addicted to something that you hate
And you most certainly cannot be addicted to things that makes you feel sad.
likely the thing that you are doing gives u JOY


ADDICTION and JOY are like North Korea and South Korea.
ADDICTION can manifested out of JOY if left unchecked.

So while JOY is good for our heart, ADDICTION can turn hearts around, and often in the wrong direction.

But yet the funny thing is that we almost always never realise that we are gradually slipping into addiction of sorts. We never believe that the word ADDICTION will ever be used on us. We never could believe that we end up as ADDICTs one day....


But the truth out there and within here is the same.....
We are ADDICTS. we are addicts in our own little ways, addicted to alcohol, addicted to consumer goods, addicted to the opposite sex, addicted to diamond rings, addicted to money, addicted to power, addicted to sorcery, addicted to vanity..........addicted to eating.................

.........if you dun believe, you just have to re-evaluate yourself with the following...

1) is there something that makes you feel good each time you do it or own it?
2) will you be lacking of something if you do not think about that thing for one month?
3) do you constantly search for that thing, or grab resources for that thing?
4) does it take up at least 20% of your living time?


if the answers to the above are all YES, you are likely an ADDICT.
Be it whether that thing which you are addicted to is a GOOD thing or a BAD thing, you are an ADDICT...

so likely you need help.... because while some are clear cut sins, others when over indulged becomes idols moulded out of your heart, and that is sin in God's eyes.

anyway, i prowled the internet.... and come up with this

6 steps to purging ADDICTION from your life.

There are ways to turn back and regain strength.
You have already started to with the confession and acknowledging the wrong.
You are not longer in sin because the LORD says that you have been forgiven.

The ways to be free are:

1. Decide that it is sin...
You have already done that. Do not normalize it and say that everyone is doing it. You are not everyone. You are a child of the Most High.

2. Discern the consequences....
You also know this already. It is tearing you further away from God and your friends. The seduction is leading you down a path that is weakening your thoughts, your will, your conscience. James 1:14-15 says "but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death." Learn to be recognize seduction... Which leads to point 3.

3. Deflate it by expecting it...
Recognize that you are weak and vulnerable to this. Be sure to know that you will be weak and vulnerable to this for years, not for the next few weeks. Admit to yourself that you are addicted.As any addict, move away from that bunch of friends who are share the same addiction as you. So, isolate yourself from them completely.Don't trust yourself. Give yourself no opportunity . Be accountable to someone who you can trust and whom you can call. To defeat any addiction, you will need to choke it to death before it does the same to you. Close any cracks to might give the evil one a toe hold over you. If you fall, confess your sin and take note of how it happened and fix that crack in your armor. Remember, prevention is better than cure. which leads us to point 4.

4. Determine to flee from it....
Every time you hear the voice of addiction that is compelling you to go to it, RUN. Disciplined your mind. Re-start the process of rebuilding your self-worth and disciplining your mind to be strong in whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is non-materialistic, whatever is admirable-- if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-- think about such things. Each time that addiction calls, let it be a reminder to do any of the above. That will cause Addiction to leave you much faster.

6.Draw near to God....
As you do point 5, you will start to draw closer to God. He will show you the root of this problem and in love, He will help you destroy it for good. This isn't going to be a simple battle. It will take some time because it is due to a root that has been there for a while. Allow God to work along with you to set you free. In all of this, believe that God is able to do all things. And look to Him because you will be able to bring others out of this same problem when you are finally free.


So my dear friends, time to sit up and do it right again =)

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Voila! Thats Life!!

Life is beautiful.
It's true.

Life itself is so complex that its so beautiful.
But its so short lived.
It's true.

Life itself is so big, yet we only own one small part of it.
It's the reality.
It's true.

Life is Cool.
Do not let anyone tell you that its not the truth.
It's true.

Immerse yourself in Life.
Smell the hue of the great wonderful life.
Judge the beauty in Life itself.
And in that judgement, you no longer see the ugly.

And the unsightful becomes great works of art.
And then from that moment on,
Life becomes perfectly beautiful.
Ah..... It's true

Goodbye my sadness.
I will soak in happiness forever.
And that for me will forever be true.

My life is brilliant

*Musical Pause*

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

(chorus)
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause Ill never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

(chorus)
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful it's true

I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
You're beautiful,
You're beautiful.
But it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you.
(La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah)
There must be an angel,
with a smile on her face,
when she thought that I should be with you

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

"Goodbye My Lover"

JAMES BLUNT LYRICS

"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bare my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Rabbit Sonata

"When will this farm ever seriously listen to whatever I have to say", expressed Rueben in political anxiousness.

Rueben is a rabbit. A cute, white furry rabbit. Ripe of rabbit age 1 year old equivalent to human year of 31. Rueben is strong, handsome and intelligent. Much can't be said the same about other rabbits in his farm. And Rueben is special. Rueben ran around the fields since young at 1 mths old, with great aspirations about his future. All other rabbits are happy they have enough to eat. Rueben was born to be somebody. Rueben thinks he is the messiah of his kind. And everyday without fail, he glances past the barbed wired fence over to the green pastures on the far side.

As Intelligent as Rueben is , He is equally charming. With a masculine chiseled face, and a body swarming full of manly aroma, Rueben had stalled many a girl's heart whenever his footsteps swept past a female. Rueben is sickeningly full of charisma, overflowing with magnetic allure. But Rueben has no place in his heart for amorous affairs. He couldnt even be stirred by the sight of lustful glances from whining females eager to get laid by Rueben in hot steamy manners. How many other rabbits would have given in to such temptations to spread their paws and consummate their rodent sexual instincts.

But Rueben is special. Rueben is focused. Rueben was born to be a leader, a leader who will one day break the bondages of slavery, and part the red lake surrounding the farm to bring his kind out into salvation. But Rueben's days are limited. He doesn't know when but his bones can feel the chill of the premonition.

"My fellow rabbits, Mr Jones appears kind. He lets us all run freely in our fenced field. He allows us to munch on the grass in his field. He lets us build little corners of self accomplishment. He appears very much a friend of us, but is that really so? " bellows Reuben aloud on his makeshit cardboard pulpit. The microphone strangely is a carrot. As humans, we could never understand how that amplifies sound. but this is the animal kingdom, and strange things do happen out of human sight.

In the swelling crowd of rabbits, brown, white, black, spotted, grey, a meek rabbit found strength to voiced out. With a pair of black rim old fashion tortoise spectacle resting on the tip of his rabbit nose, Rahab said in soft stammering tones,
"But..but.. Mr Jones is go..goo...good to us. Remember during last.. lass... last year's drought, when his..hiss...his wife Mrs Jones proposed to save te...thhe....the .... farm from getting into money problems n...nnn...and... closing down, she... decided to make....make..make every rabbit giv...give... her 5 pieces of cow grass for every future activity we do..do....do... in the farm, Mr Jon...Jone...Jones actually acted against his own wife n...nnn...and... give each of us three stalks of c.....co.....cow... grass to tide over the drought. Which farmer would be so..so ......so kind to us? I mean he is really generous you know. He is our He...Hero....you know."


"Ahhhhhhh....!!!!!!!!"........In the far end of the farm, Mr Jones and Mrs Jones in obvious marital bliss are in a mysterious shed, reeking of metallic blood smell from which came the murderous scream. Strangely, the rabbits dismissed that sound away, they have heard it every so often that its a norm. Mr Jones had previously told them that that is the place where Mrs Jones practised her opera tones, and that she needs to constantly rehearse for her role as a murder victim in her village theatre. Coincidentally, there's always a truck which has a advertisment " Good Rabbits. Nice meat" parked outside that shed. This truck leads to other dark places which the rabbits never knew. In any case, rabbits being rabbits, really do believe Mr Jones, and whatever the truck is delivering no rabbit ever knew in his/her lifetime. And no rabbit is educated enough to know what does meat" stand for. There was once when some rabbits got bold enough to ask Mr Jones about the truck, these rabbits came back without an answer, soul less and ended isolating themselves from the pack. And within weeks, Mr Jones came happily and exclaimed that these rabbits have asked to leave the farm, and are merrily settled into a land far far away. No one knows where. And so every now and then, the rabbits naively dismiss the chilling murderous screams which comes from that mysterious shed. "Its Mrs Jones rehearsing again," they said.


Back to the makeshift cardboard pulpit, Rueben replied, his back facing a barn (full of cut cow grass enough to fill the stomachs of 20 generations of rabbits, but no one in the farm knew what was inside that barn) across the field in another adjacent farm coincidentally also belonging to Mr Jones. Only his most trusted aides, the fanging fierce rottweilers are allowed to do there, have been there before. "We have helped Mr Jones plough the land, work our guts out for him running the farm. Managing his chickens. Giving him 5 pieces of every cow grass for every thing we do," at this moment, something just didnt add up, 5 pieces of cow grass the Rabbits gave and the 3 pieces they recieved from Mr Jones, but Rueben, like all other rabbits are intellectually challenged when it comes to Maths, just couldnt explain why he felt something was amiss. Dismissing it temporary away,"And now when it comes to the time for us to choose which farmer to lead us for the next ten years, this thing has to happen."


........................... to be continued